Gin lay down on his bed. He’s relaxing his mind and body. Meanwhile, he read magazines. He was alone in the room. No one can disturb him when it's time for him to relax.

After many things happen that day, he erased every memory that doesn't need to be remembered. He regrets what he has done especially to her. He troubled her a lot lately. Hope that she forgave him for the selfish act. Gin feels that he needs to involve himself in community. Maybe he can make friends. He never met everyone in the mansion. He just talked to them and sometime avoided them. He is too shy for doing so. But this time, he tries to talk and face every situation with braveness.

Then, he closed the book and went outside. He used to lock himself in his room so nobody will notice his existent. He walked downstairs and headed o the kitchen. The only destination he will go is there because he likes to eat. He remembered the time when she makes hot chocolate for two of them. Sometimes, she makes chocolate pudding. They spent the time together in the kitchen. That's why he likes to be in the kitchen.

He fetched a snack and eats it. He took a seat and looking around. Nobody was there. He feels sad. Wish there were many people that he can meet. He just sat there and done nothing after finished the snack.


(( You guys can continue my journal since I don't know how to end it. Maybe someone will come to hte kitchen.

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